Some days the little things get to me. For example, the cat chewed through the cord to my DSL line and now I have to go get another one. We are out of cat food and one of our cats has a medical condition requiring special cat food and no one has time to go get it. Dishes need washing. I have a doctor's appointment, there are bills to be paid, books to be returned, class prep to do. I haven't even scratched the surface of it all. And even as I write it down here, it doesn't seem like such an insurmountable mountatin. In my mind it is Mount Everest. As I look ahead to my week, I see more chores, more tasks, more problems to be solved. How can I possibly do it all. This is where God comes in. I can't do it. But God can. I don't know why it is, but when I take time for God I have enough time to do what I need to do. I talked about turning it over yesterday. This is another one of those days that I need to turn over.
One thing God tells me to do - is to just focus on whatever is in front of me right now. To live in the present moment and not get caught up in what I should've done yesterday and what huge thing awaits me tomorrow. I am just to do what is in front of me today. I know this. I have read this. I have been told this many times. But the truth is I have to relearn this EVERY day. Every day I have to slow down and just do what is in front of me and let the rest take care of itself in time. I wish I could say that I do this perfectly. I don't. Which is why I am writing about it. And why I will probably write about it some more. If someone out there has a way of living, or getting things done that they want to share with me.. PLEASE DO. Or if you are in the same boat... let me know. Misery loves company. Not that I am miserable... just struggling to learn how to live each day for itself!